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Dear Diary, July 21st.
He called me several times last night but I missed it. And then he texted me, “doesn’t seem like you wanna hang out anymore, fine, I am gonna torch the albums unless you want them so you better let me know soon.” I called right away out of fear that he would do such a horrible thing to all my hard work and our memories. Our conversation was pointless because he acted like he didn’t care so we said our goodbyes. For some reason, I knew he would call me back right away and he did. But this time he made me a proposal, he said that he would come over and if the door wasn’t open, he would leave me a lone forever. He also stated that he only liked me as a friend and that he only wanted to watch a movie with me and fall asleep. Then he kept insisting that he would torch the albums on my porch and soon hung up to come over to see if the door was open for him to come in. I knew it was wrong and it was so hard for me to resist. He was so heartless that I wouldn’t be surprised if he just brought everything I ever gave to him and just threw it everywhere in front of my eyes. I knew he wasn’t joking about burning our memories but I took a risk. I closed all my blinds, locked all my doors and stood out of sight. I heard his car pull up and heard him push the door as if he thought, “I won.” His push was hard enough that you could almost tell he thought it was definitely going to be open. It wasn’t. I didn’t do it. I couldn’t.
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